Day Semester is Over.

So this semester has definitely been one to remember.  I have learned a person and a student and in many other ways. I have discovered what making one risky decision can do to you at the end of the semester, and I have made countless new friends. Through the course of the semester I have come to the decision that pre-vet was not for me. It isn’t my path because I just can’t succeed in the science classes that are required. I was put through hell this semester in my classes and some how I have conquer the devil. But I have so so much respect for anyone with DR. in front of their name. It takes an extreme amount of dedication and love of the subject to continue on the path of being a doctor. I think coming to the realization was a hard thing to do. I has this image in my head of what I thought my future would be, and I didn’t take my sanity, health or happiness in to account when I made that decision. Now I am currently majoring in journalism and animal science, and I don’t know exactly what I want to do with it yet, but I know I want to do both.  Some how I will find my way along my path, and it is going to be great. Instead of planning the future like I have done I am really going to focus on the now and what I am feeling and doing. Classes are going to be my priority and same with my floor next semester. I want to be the most successful RA possible and the best student. I am amazing at how much I am continuously growing each semester in college. It really makes me happy knowing that I am growing into the person that I know I can become. 

Look at world, I will move mountains :)

Day 37.

Wow this is the second  weird day in a row, awkward. Yesterday I literally had an uncontrollable amount of energy it was like someone spiked my drink with 1,000,000 espresso shots. And today I literally got hungry every three hours. So I have come to the conclusion that my body is just really weird.

I literally skipped a class just so I could have lunch today, it was a weird one. I honestly wish I could have an explanation for what has been happening but I don’t. Apparently it is just a normal thing. 

Anyways life has been so crazy it has been like a trillion years since I have talked about my life and given you all an update on me and my feelings. Well as of right now I am a RA at my wonderful school. I have the pleasure of working with a wonderful other RA and our home is infested with 47 residents, talk about fun! Well fun sometimes, sometimes it can be overwhelming or odd but it is rewarding.

I know I talked about this yesterday a bit about how blessed I am but I truly am. The more and more I navigate my way through this amazing school the more I find myself in the school, my peers around me and just everyone. This town embodies me and this university is perfect for me. I love where my life is headed and I love being a RA. It is weird I think to say that I love being a RA but I do, there is something just so cool about this job.

Yeah residents may not come to your room every single day but when they absolutely need you or just someone to talk to there is that open door that the always find their way into. I love being able to help first and second year students in their journey through this wonderful place. 

 

I LOVE YOU WORLD

 

Day 36

There are days like today that seem simply perfect. However, when looking at my day more closely it was truly nothing close to perfect, but rather odd and new. 

It all started when my alarm went off at 5:34 am, and I actually got up and was just awake. It seemed to make sense to me since I got a decent amount of sleep about 6 hours, which was impressive. Then I went to the gym and had a fantastic workout and it made me so happy that I was able to accomplish everything I wanted during the morning. Morning followed by two classes, which were as good as two classes can get then just relaxing with my best friend. It has truly been forever since I have been able to just relax with them. Following that was a chemistry lab, which I survived and semi-participated in so that made me happy.

But when I came back I had staff meeting and I don’t tell people but staff meeting really makes me happy. I never tell people because I think it would be weird saying, “Hey I really love staff meeting!” Yeah talk about awkward. But each time at staff meeting I just feel like I am in the right place. 

There are times when I think, what the hell am I doing do I even belong in the groups, organization or even majors that I am pursuing? I think for one of the first times in my life I actually feel okay about this one thing. I belong on this staff and I need to start giving myself credit, I earned this job. My staff is amazing and despite what people think being a RA is important because if I didn’t do it or my co-workers who would or what would happen if there were no RAs? Who know, I can’t even imagine what could happen without one. I feel as if this job in essence is me it is my heart and soul right now and I want to do this job to my fullest potential. I want to be good at my job and make an impression on at least one person. 

 

Well goodnight world, that is my piece for now. :)

 

Day 35

Love. What a crazy word right. It is a simple yet powerful word. It is four letters yet it means so much. People walk and wander of the earth just to find love, and yet some find it so easily and treat it like nothing. It is such a crazy word. To some it means forever to others its just in the moment. Sometimes I wonder if love is ever right.

I wonder if it is ever okay to actually look at something and disagree with you mind just to follow your heart. When you follow your heart its an instinct; when you are following your mind its your thoughts. What makes thought better than instinct or vise versa?

Don’t get me wrong I am a fan of love but I wish this four letter word wasn’t so complex or that each letter has its own set of mazes and complexities. It is intimidating how one morning you can wake up loving someone in their arms, and the day goes on and the love is still there. However, the night is different something changed someone thinks too much and it changes the face of love. No one ever stops loving they just change the way love looks.

I’ll be the first to admit that I am a fan of love, I’m a sucker for it. I don’t want the shit in movies I want my love. You may ask what love is and I’ll tell you what my love is. My love is something powerful. My love is a look that can say it all, a hug that is as powerful as words. My love is truth and honestly, it isn’t hiding something because you are scared. My love is loving every piece of a person and seeing flaws as something amazing something that makes someone human. My love can move mountains. In my mind my love is the most valuable asset on this Earth. My love can make you feel warmth in times of blizzards. My love is a full heart and soul into one common relationship. That is my ideal love. I think one day I will find it, I don’t know when but it will happen eventually. I think in every person there is a version of love, its their own version, the tricky part is finding a compatible love.

What is your love? Is it a simple word or complex?

Photo of the Day

Photo of the Day

“You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.”
-C. S. Lewis

Where will you set your limits?

Day 33.

Well shit it has been quite some time since my last blog post, oops. 

I am going to try to get back to regular blogging once again. But since it was been so long I feel as though I should update you all on my life. Well today is the 9th day of March, and its snowing! It’s not just snowing a little its snowing a lot. Everyone as you walk it feels like you are getting slapped by tiny tiny baby hands, it is a painful thing. I still can’t believe I mustered up the motivation to work out this morning, and go to class. I only have one class today and that one class is probably the class I should have missed on a day like today. But oh well, music appreciation is always needed for the real world right, haha wrong it isn’t needed for the real world. But because I went I think I deserve a gold motivation star. 

As I am talking to you all it is still snowing! So being the genius I am I am drinking coffee and wrapped in a blanket, yes you are probably think wrapped in a blanket and at a desk typing. Well yes I am looking a bit weird and frozen but hey that’s life. Anyways earlier I said that I was going to update you all on my life and here it goes. Well I should start off by saying that I have dropped a class bumping me down to 13 credit hours this semester. I made this decision because currently my gpa is much more important to me than continuing to learn about the systems in plants and animals. After being bored to death in that class and withdrawing from it I also made another decision. I am switching my major and picking up two new majors. The two are a dual major program with animal science was my main major and journalism as my second. I  can’t begin to express how excited I am to start these classes. I am already behind which means I have summer classes but I am so excited it doesn’t even matter. 

Well for now world I think that is all I have to share with you all! Keep it classy and stay warm

Peace

<3

Photo of the Day.

Photo of the Day.

“You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.”

-Paulo Coelho

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